Session Start: Mon Jan 20 20:21:20 2003 Session Ident: Cicada [20:21] Session Ident: Cicada (Hikari@zaqd378a489.zaq.ne.jp) [20:21] Any ways Forked River might know, that is. [20:37] !ex 8 [20:37] Cicada (8), 1, 3, 3, 8, 5, 10, 1, 4, Successes : 3 [20:37] REROLL [20:38] !ex 8 [20:38] Cicada (8), 5, 7, 6, 5, 9, 2, 5, 3, Successes : 2 [20:38] Fuuuck.... [20:41] !ex 4 [20:41] Cicada (4), 4, 4, 8, 4, Successes : 1 [20:43] (a reroll with Resetting Tumblers Technique costs 4 motes personal) [20:44] wow how did that happen? [20:44] Don't ask. [20:45] Morning sickness, something, I guess. [20:50] Come on, come on.... [20:50] !ex 8 [20:50] Cicada (8), 7, 9, 9, 10, 10, 8, 5, 8, Successes : 9 [20:50] NO REROLL!!! [20:51] roflmao [20:51] !ex 1 [20:51] Cicada (1), 9, Successes : 1 [20:52] sanyet botched :( [20:52] Awww... [20:53] But wouldn't that make him think he has the best hand of all? [20:53] nah, nobody is that stupid [20:53] he botched his roll for getting new cards, at least. [23:45] .... [23:45] :P [23:48] * Cicada just wonders how flustered and short skirted that nurse was. :) [23:48] heh [00:10] Sanyet becomes very angsty over the next few weeks while his training occurs [00:11] Good thing his wife sneaks into his bedroom at night and generally is with him as much as she can be. [00:11] yes [00:12] you get to watch him learning sidereal martial arts and stuff [00:12] but some stuff is secret [00:12] he tells you about the great prophceyness [00:12] for instance [00:13] * Cicada 's understanding is small, but she has some skill and try to help him along. She would much like him to remain the gentle human being that she loves, and tells him as much. [00:14] and how sidereal exaltation is a gradual process. unlike the other exaltations, sidereal exaltation happens over the years [00:14] and it's like destined from birth and stuff. [00:14] Sanyet loves you but you get the feeling that something is making him sad. it goes away with time though [00:15] * Cicada will try to make him talk about it. [00:16] But not if it makes him seem to hurt more. [00:16] nah whatever THAT is, he won't talk about it [00:17] * Cicada accepts that though she is hurt he cannot share something that pains him with her. [00:18] * Storyteller thinks it hurts him just as much [00:19] * Cicada will get enough of it and have a shouting fit at Sitting Fawn before long. [00:20] then fawn will get all on you about being selfish "Little do you konw the pain that it causes a man to see the woman he loves dead in their arms..." [00:20] * Cicada blinks. [00:21] "He has seen... what..?" [00:21] he just smiles and walks away then [00:21] (cryptic bastard sidereal) [00:37] (cryptic bastard sidereal must die satbbity deaths) [00:37] cryptic bastard sidereal is nice to you when you aren't busy fawning over sanyet, anyhow [00:38] Good for him or he would be facing Annoyed Wife With Pregnancy Moodswings Stance. [00:39] he probably is anyhow, considering that that stance tends to activate at random anyhow. [00:39] * Cicada laughs. [00:40] "Hi! would you like some chocolate?" "I AM NOT FAT1!!!1!!" [00:40] * Cicada is likely giving everyone free lessons as the stress in her relationship with Sanyet begins to eat at her. [00:42] .... [00:42] Idiot husbands must die stabbity death. [00:42] :) [00:43] yes :) [00:46] Can I kill Tei for that line? [00:46] Can I? [00:46] Can I? [00:46] Please? [00:46] no :) [00:53] So Sanyet actually thought about the thing about him being mortal and she being blooded. Cic is so bad at hiding her worries from a bedmate, appearently. ;) [00:54] maybe he did think about it. [00:54] maybe he didn't... [00:55] * Cicada did think about it. [00:55] She knows exactly what Sanyet is going through. [00:56] in any case, he is thinking about it now [00:58] * Cicada will tell him about relieved she is that she will not have to bury him some day while she is still young some night when she sneak into her room and the are resting in the afterglow. [00:59] * Cicada will do so all laughing and smiling. Then turn serious and ask him about his feelings on the matter. [01:00] * Storyteller suspects he will forget all about what he was talking about when he wakes up the next morning with a massive headache [01:00] He falls out of bed? [01:00] he could [01:00] he wouildn't be able to tell through the pain [01:01] Emotional pain or some geas put on him? [01:01] who knows? [01:01] it's all effectively the same [01:02] * Cicada goes screaming at Sitting Fawn again. :) [01:02] Fawn is all meditating like [01:03] Fawn get shouted at until answers arrive. [01:03] he says that "You should be more careful who you blame others for the ways of a man. Maybe you should find somebody who does not do the things you do not like, if you want to be happy." [01:06] "That kind of person do not exist! Now tell me what you are doing to Sanyet!" [01:08] "Sanyet must learn his own way and I cannot tell him what to do. Only to open his eyes to the paths he might take." [01:10] * Cicada gives an exparated wordless shout, turn on her heel and leaves. [01:10] * Cicada tries to broaden the subject with Sanyet again later. [01:11] Sanyet says that they have a lot of ideas that seem silly but he only listens to the ones that nake him love you more [01:12] "That makes me happy to hear, my love. But try to learn as much as you can, learn all you need. I will never doubt your love to me." [01:13] Sanyet will then hug you very much and take you to the secret hiding place in the OTHER part of the manse [01:13] Ooohh, wonder what toys he will make me conjure for our common enjoyment? ;) [01:14] well there is a lot fo wood aspected stuff and a huge garden [01:15] "And Sanyet... Does it matter if we have a day or a century? It is not the length of our time together that matters. Is it?" [01:16] Sanyet looks at you, shocked [01:16] and then, very angry [01:16] "Who told you that [01:16] Are they getting on you too?" [01:17] "Wha..? Nobody told me anything." [01:17] "Are they giving you the speech about you going off with some other dragon blooded and me just finidng somebody to play with too?" [01:17] he looks at you, shaking [01:17] "It was silvering rain, wasint it!" [01:17] "Wasn't it!" [01:17] "Sanyet, SHUT UP!" [01:18] "..." [01:18] "Had anyone told me that he would be dead or in VERY serious pain right now." [01:18] Sanyet looks at you sadly. [01:18] "I am not going to leave you. Ever." [01:19] "Cicada.. I can't stay here, Cicada.." he sounds afraid... taking you in his arms he lifts you into the air.. "I can't listen to them anymore.." [01:20] "Sure, I might 'be happier' that way. But thet is not the happiness I want. Please understand that." [01:20] "I am happy with you Sanyet. And you are the one I want. As my love, as my husband, and as the father of my children." [01:20] "And I hate it here too." [01:22] "Lets get out of here then... lets get jynaru.. and.. and .. " he sighs and holds on, running his hands through your hair [01:22] "Have you tried asking the old farts for a vacation to get things in perspective again?" [01:22] "I just don't want to looe you." [01:23] * Cicada holds him right back with a matching fervor. [01:25] After a long while he seems to finally be relaxed enoguh to not be squeezing you with all his might, he looks around the room he brought you to, the secret, hidden room [01:26] "Allright... I'll tell them we're going.. I can't stand one more minuet hiding down here when I half think they had it planned to go this way all along..." [01:28] "What will you do about your training?" [01:29] * Cicada says half whisperd from the warm shelter of having her face buried in his chest. [01:30] "I.." [01:31] "I'll be fine." [01:32] "I don't need to know all their lore. And I know enough to keep myself sane... You can help with that! I don't need them to do it.. And if I do.. [01:32] * Cicada just nods rubbing her face up and down gently on his chest. Session Close: Tue Jan 21 01:47:15 2003